1 00:00:12,012 --> 00:00:14,597 -[John laughs] She's so darling. -[baby babbles] 2 00:00:17,684 --> 00:00:19,019 [Jackie panting] 3 00:00:21,604 --> 00:00:27,527 Look at these trees. Just gorgeous. Aren't they? 4 00:00:27,610 --> 00:00:30,030 -You okay? -Yes, I'm fine. 5 00:00:33,408 --> 00:00:35,785 [John] Well, we're just trying to lock down investors right now, 6 00:00:35,869 --> 00:00:38,830 which, needless to say, has been a lesson in humility. 7 00:00:38,913 --> 00:00:42,292 Michael pretty much has me out there with my hat in hand singing for my supper. 8 00:00:42,375 --> 00:00:43,376 [Jackie chuckles] 9 00:00:43,460 --> 00:00:46,421 Well, it's your magazine. What did you expect? 10 00:00:46,504 --> 00:00:47,505 I know. 11 00:00:48,590 --> 00:00:53,720 And I'm happy to do the work, but I don't want people to see George and think of me. 12 00:00:54,971 --> 00:00:56,973 You know, I want it to have its own identity. 13 00:00:58,725 --> 00:01:03,563 You think your father won his congressional seat solely on merit? No. 14 00:01:04,981 --> 00:01:11,071 He capitalized on his charm, his magnetism, his father's good fortune, 15 00:01:11,154 --> 00:01:17,368 and then he used his platform to do good and to prove himself. 16 00:01:18,203 --> 00:01:21,498 Now I know it's important to you that you be your own man, 17 00:01:21,581 --> 00:01:25,794 but, sweetheart, there are so many doors open to you. 18 00:01:26,628 --> 00:01:31,174 You don't have to build one and run through it just to say you did. 19 00:01:31,257 --> 00:01:32,675 Can we please not do this again? 20 00:01:32,759 --> 00:01:34,511 All I'm saying is, 21 00:01:35,929 --> 00:01:40,475 your last name doesn't need to be this albatross from which you need to escape. 22 00:01:40,558 --> 00:01:44,479 This is why I wish you'd seek out Maurice's advice more. 23 00:01:44,562 --> 00:01:46,147 Yes, but I have spoken with him. 24 00:01:47,398 --> 00:01:49,526 He's always gonna be there for you. 25 00:01:50,235 --> 00:01:51,820 Why are you saying it like that? 26 00:01:51,903 --> 00:01:54,864 Well, I just mean you ought to take advantage of his counsel. 27 00:01:54,948 --> 00:01:55,949 [camera clicking] 28 00:01:57,492 --> 00:01:58,493 Oh! 29 00:01:58,993 --> 00:02:02,247 Let's just get Caroline and head home, shall we? 30 00:02:02,330 --> 00:02:05,125 The last thing I need is to give them a shot of me 31 00:02:05,208 --> 00:02:08,545 catching my breath or withering away. [laughs] 32 00:02:08,628 --> 00:02:12,465 Gone are the days when my style used to sell the papers. 33 00:02:12,549 --> 00:02:16,636 Oh, please. You could walk down Fifth Avenue in a bunny costume 34 00:02:16,719 --> 00:02:17,762 and people would be like, 35 00:02:17,846 --> 00:02:20,849 -"Oh, where did you get that suit?" -[laughing] 36 00:02:20,932 --> 00:02:23,977 There'd be models walking down runways, hopping, actually. 37 00:02:24,060 --> 00:02:26,312 -Oh, stop. -Cotton tails, the whole thing. 38 00:02:26,855 --> 00:02:29,149 -Please don't make me laugh. -[laughs] 39 00:02:29,232 --> 00:02:31,526 I'm sorry. You okay? 40 00:02:31,609 --> 00:02:36,281 Yes, yes, I'm fine. It's… It's a good kind of pain. 41 00:02:37,115 --> 00:02:38,783 You sure you don't want to keep walking? 42 00:02:38,867 --> 00:02:42,036 No, no, I'm actually quite hungry. 43 00:02:42,120 --> 00:02:44,706 Good. Good. An appetite's a good sign. 44 00:03:01,055 --> 00:03:02,056 Thank you, Tony. 45 00:03:04,851 --> 00:03:06,186 Whoa! 46 00:03:06,269 --> 00:03:08,021 -Looks like a greenhouse in here. -Mmm. 47 00:03:08,104 --> 00:03:09,230 Would you like me to bring them up? 48 00:03:09,314 --> 00:03:10,857 Yes, please, Tony. Thank you. 49 00:03:11,983 --> 00:03:14,652 "You're in my reflections. Michael Jackson"? 50 00:03:14,736 --> 00:03:16,821 -Mom secured his book deal. -Oh! 51 00:03:19,949 --> 00:03:23,786 Daryl? I thought we'd all been shunned after dog-gate. 52 00:03:25,288 --> 00:03:26,998 It's quite magnanimous of her. 53 00:03:27,081 --> 00:03:29,500 You always have such nice things to say after they're gone. 54 00:03:29,584 --> 00:03:31,753 I'm just still trying to imagine what everyone on that flight 55 00:03:31,836 --> 00:03:34,255 must have been thinking when they saw you with those ashes. [chuckles] 56 00:03:34,339 --> 00:03:36,132 Why do you think I'm trying to get my pilot's license? 57 00:03:36,216 --> 00:03:37,217 [chuckles] 58 00:03:37,300 --> 00:03:38,968 -All righty, I gotta go. -Okay. 59 00:03:39,052 --> 00:03:41,221 -Sure you don't want a hand with this? -No, I'm good. Thank you. 60 00:03:41,304 --> 00:03:42,305 Okay. 61 00:03:42,388 --> 00:03:44,515 Just take the vultures with you when you go, will you? 62 00:03:44,599 --> 00:03:45,683 Okay. 63 00:03:46,559 --> 00:03:48,603 Did you want to take the service entrance, Mr. Kennedy? 64 00:03:48,686 --> 00:03:49,729 No, I'm good. 65 00:03:50,980 --> 00:03:51,981 Thank you. 66 00:03:52,649 --> 00:03:53,900 [cameras clicking] 67 00:03:53,983 --> 00:03:56,236 -[paparazzo] John! -[paparazzi clamoring] 68 00:03:56,319 --> 00:03:58,321 [♪ "No Rain" playing] 69 00:04:00,073 --> 00:04:01,866 Come on, walk faster, we're almost there. 70 00:04:01,950 --> 00:04:04,285 [laughing] I'm trying. Make sure I don't hit anything. 71 00:04:06,037 --> 00:04:10,083 Oh, my God. You ready? 72 00:04:10,166 --> 00:04:11,834 Yeah, I guess. 73 00:04:13,461 --> 00:04:15,755 [Carolyn] New York, eat your fucking heart out. 74 00:04:17,340 --> 00:04:19,467 -[Michael] Holy shit. -[both laugh] 75 00:04:19,550 --> 00:04:21,928 I feel like I'm hallucinating. 76 00:04:22,762 --> 00:04:26,349 -Jesus, you can really see my dick, huh? -Yeah, it's better than the alternative. 77 00:04:27,308 --> 00:04:29,852 Should we linger? See if anyone notices you? 78 00:04:29,936 --> 00:04:31,562 I can't believe you made that happen for me. 79 00:04:31,646 --> 00:04:33,398 No, I just put your headshot in a pile. 80 00:04:33,481 --> 00:04:37,694 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh I'll always be there when you wake… ♪ 81 00:04:37,777 --> 00:04:38,778 Let's take a photo. 82 00:04:40,446 --> 00:04:41,447 Come on. 83 00:04:42,240 --> 00:04:45,576 -Oh, wait, I want you to be in it with me. -No, no, no. This is your moment. Go. 84 00:04:47,328 --> 00:04:51,332 ♪ So stay with me and I'll have it made… ♪ 85 00:04:51,416 --> 00:04:52,417 -Smile. -[clicks] 86 00:04:52,500 --> 00:04:54,544 -[laughs] -Jump. 87 00:04:56,045 --> 00:04:57,380 Should we have gotten a doggie bag? 88 00:04:58,006 --> 00:05:00,091 For what? I cleaned my plate. 89 00:05:01,509 --> 00:05:03,177 I asked if I could have a fry, 90 00:05:03,261 --> 00:05:07,765 and you stated, unequivocally, I could have as many as I wanted. 91 00:05:07,849 --> 00:05:10,852 Well, that's because you didn't necessarily give me a choice. 92 00:05:12,061 --> 00:05:14,689 We got the check, right? 93 00:05:14,772 --> 00:05:16,149 [Michael] Do you have somewhere you have to be? 94 00:05:16,232 --> 00:05:18,234 -[Carolyn] Uh, no, I just… -[man] Hey, John. 95 00:05:18,318 --> 00:05:20,653 [Carolyn] I don't have any cash on me, so… 96 00:05:20,737 --> 00:05:21,821 Uh… 97 00:05:23,364 --> 00:05:24,365 What? 98 00:05:25,950 --> 00:05:28,328 Of all the gin joints. 99 00:05:28,411 --> 00:05:30,872 [laughs] Uh… 100 00:05:30,955 --> 00:05:33,166 I'm a sucker for a laminated menu. 101 00:05:35,293 --> 00:05:37,879 Uh, John, this is my friend, Michael. 102 00:05:38,588 --> 00:05:40,006 -Nice to meet you. -Nice to meet you. 103 00:05:41,632 --> 00:05:42,842 I see you got a new bike. 104 00:05:42,925 --> 00:05:44,510 I did, yeah. 105 00:05:44,594 --> 00:05:47,764 I reported the last one stolen, but I think the case has gone cold. 106 00:05:47,847 --> 00:05:50,266 [Carolyn] Oh. And yet, still no lock. 107 00:05:50,808 --> 00:05:52,310 [John] Well, you know, baby steps. 108 00:05:52,393 --> 00:05:54,771 Maybe we start with a helmet and work our way up from there? 109 00:05:54,854 --> 00:05:56,731 Over this head of hair? No, I don't think so. 110 00:05:56,814 --> 00:05:58,066 [both laugh] 111 00:05:58,149 --> 00:06:01,110 -John, I got your order ready. -Thanks, Joe. 112 00:06:01,194 --> 00:06:02,195 [Joe] You got it. 113 00:06:03,363 --> 00:06:04,364 It was nice to see you. 114 00:06:04,447 --> 00:06:05,907 It was nice to see you too. 115 00:06:06,491 --> 00:06:07,658 [Carolyn] And, um… 116 00:06:09,243 --> 00:06:10,328 I'm thinking about your mom. 117 00:06:12,205 --> 00:06:13,790 Thank you. I appreciate that. 118 00:06:16,959 --> 00:06:18,961 -Nice to meet you, Mike. -You too. 119 00:06:20,171 --> 00:06:21,756 -See you around. -Bye. 120 00:06:24,926 --> 00:06:25,927 [clears throat] 121 00:06:29,972 --> 00:06:31,891 Uh, so what's… what's up for the rest of the day? 122 00:06:32,809 --> 00:06:34,685 [Michael] So we're just gonna ignore that just happened? 123 00:06:35,770 --> 00:06:37,605 You have ketchup on your face. 124 00:06:40,691 --> 00:06:42,693 [♪ "Solitude" playing] 125 00:06:48,324 --> 00:06:55,248 ♪ In my solitude ♪ 126 00:06:55,331 --> 00:07:02,255 ♪ You haunt me ♪ 127 00:07:03,256 --> 00:07:06,843 ♪ With reveries ♪ 128 00:07:06,926 --> 00:07:12,557 ♪ Of days gone by ♪ 129 00:07:13,641 --> 00:07:18,646 ♪ In my solitude ♪ 130 00:07:18,729 --> 00:07:24,735 ♪ You taunt me ♪ 131 00:07:25,486 --> 00:07:30,908 ♪ Dear Lord above… ♪ 132 00:07:32,869 --> 00:07:33,870 [John] What are you doing? 133 00:07:34,579 --> 00:07:35,580 [exhales] 134 00:07:36,330 --> 00:07:41,043 I don't need my personal correspondence memorialized in the Smithsonian. 135 00:07:41,127 --> 00:07:42,628 You don't need to do that, Mom. 136 00:07:42,712 --> 00:07:45,339 I can see that those letters are locked away and sealed. 137 00:07:45,423 --> 00:07:49,552 I don't want them to be preserved publicly or privately. 138 00:07:49,635 --> 00:07:52,221 There's a reason no one likes to read the fine print. 139 00:07:53,264 --> 00:07:54,974 It takes all the fun out of it. 140 00:07:56,559 --> 00:07:58,227 Is there a reason why you're doing this now? 141 00:07:58,811 --> 00:08:04,150 Well, unlike you, I don't like to put things off until the last minute. 142 00:08:05,067 --> 00:08:08,863 [grunts] Speaking of, how's your love life? 143 00:08:08,946 --> 00:08:13,743 I'm not prying. I'm just genuinely curious. 144 00:08:15,328 --> 00:08:19,415 I guess you could say I'm in kind of a transition period. 145 00:08:20,333 --> 00:08:24,462 Somehow in an effort not to upset anybody, I've upset everyone. 146 00:08:25,588 --> 00:08:27,548 One person in particular who is… 147 00:08:29,175 --> 00:08:30,259 She's special. 148 00:08:30,343 --> 00:08:34,597 Well, confrontation's never been your strong suit. 149 00:08:34,680 --> 00:08:39,519 And have I read about this special person? 150 00:08:40,186 --> 00:08:41,187 No. 151 00:08:42,647 --> 00:08:46,859 And frankly, that's part of the appeal. She's not interested in that. 152 00:08:47,610 --> 00:08:49,320 She seems to know who she is. 153 00:08:50,821 --> 00:08:55,076 And when she looks at me, I can tell that she knows that… I don't… 154 00:08:57,161 --> 00:08:58,579 Know who you are. 155 00:09:01,624 --> 00:09:07,505 You know, I remember the first night your father and I spent at the White House. 156 00:09:07,588 --> 00:09:09,340 He turned to me and he said, 157 00:09:10,633 --> 00:09:13,052 "Can you believe where we are?" 158 00:09:13,135 --> 00:09:17,598 And I said, "Of course I can. How do you think we got here?" 159 00:09:18,683 --> 00:09:25,106 In some ways, our life together was more of a realization of my dream than his. 160 00:09:25,648 --> 00:09:28,401 Not that I ever imagined myself in the White House, 161 00:09:28,484 --> 00:09:34,740 but your father, well, he could have been happy sailing or riding his whole life, 162 00:09:34,824 --> 00:09:37,994 but I, for whatever reason… 163 00:09:40,288 --> 00:09:45,876 Well, I always knew I was bound for a different life than everyone else. 164 00:09:46,502 --> 00:09:47,795 Something more. 165 00:09:50,256 --> 00:09:53,884 I've been reading some of the tributes. 166 00:09:55,094 --> 00:09:56,596 Why are you saying it like that? 167 00:09:57,096 --> 00:10:03,311 Well, absent the past tense, they're essentially obituaries. 168 00:10:04,020 --> 00:10:07,315 Well, isn't it nice to be around so you can read it, 169 00:10:07,398 --> 00:10:09,025 see how much you mean to people? 170 00:10:09,108 --> 00:10:11,944 It's not the adulation I question. 171 00:10:12,903 --> 00:10:17,533 It's where it stems from, how it came to be. 172 00:10:18,242 --> 00:10:21,787 I can't help but sometimes wonder 173 00:10:21,871 --> 00:10:26,459 how I'd be remembered if I hadn't… 174 00:10:28,377 --> 00:10:30,755 -if I wasn't… -What? 175 00:10:32,715 --> 00:10:33,883 America's widow. 176 00:10:38,095 --> 00:10:43,017 That's not to say I'm not moved by the outpouring of love, it's just that… 177 00:10:44,602 --> 00:10:47,271 Well, pathos and recognition 178 00:10:47,355 --> 00:10:50,775 are two very, very, very different things. 179 00:10:50,858 --> 00:10:55,446 You really believe that that's what this is? Pity? 180 00:10:58,449 --> 00:10:59,575 It's not that. 181 00:11:00,910 --> 00:11:04,163 I think the world thought that we went through something together, 182 00:11:04,246 --> 00:11:06,207 that what happened in Dallas 183 00:11:07,416 --> 00:11:09,210 happened to all of us. 184 00:11:10,878 --> 00:11:15,049 You once told me that you had no choice but to go on after what happened, 185 00:11:15,132 --> 00:11:16,300 that anybody would. 186 00:11:16,967 --> 00:11:19,970 But you're wrong. You did have a choice. 187 00:11:27,144 --> 00:11:29,480 We grew up in people's living rooms. 188 00:11:30,940 --> 00:11:35,111 They feel like they know us, that we're a part of their family. 189 00:11:36,570 --> 00:11:39,907 Which is why whenever we do anything unseemly 190 00:11:39,990 --> 00:11:45,371 or at odds with their perception of us, they lash out with an even greater fervor. 191 00:11:45,955 --> 00:11:51,085 'Cause in their minds, we don't exist without them. 192 00:11:52,002 --> 00:11:58,050 Public's always holding a flower in one hand and a stone in the other. 193 00:12:00,136 --> 00:12:02,138 Don't forget that. 194 00:12:09,937 --> 00:12:13,023 [♪ "Camelot: Finale Ultimo" plays] 195 00:12:20,823 --> 00:12:25,619 ♪ Each evening From December to December ♪ 196 00:12:27,121 --> 00:12:30,791 ♪ Before you drift to sleep Upon your cot ♪ 197 00:12:32,585 --> 00:12:36,422 ♪ Think back on all the tales That you remember ♪ 198 00:12:38,132 --> 00:12:39,592 ♪ Of Camelot ♪ 199 00:12:43,262 --> 00:12:46,932 ♪ Ask every person If he's heard the story ♪ 200 00:12:48,559 --> 00:12:52,104 ♪ And tell it strong and clear If he has not ♪ 201 00:12:53,689 --> 00:12:57,568 ♪ That once there was A fleeting wisp of glory ♪ 202 00:12:59,153 --> 00:13:00,404 ♪ Called Camelot ♪ 203 00:13:04,617 --> 00:13:05,659 ♪ Camelot ♪ 204 00:13:07,036 --> 00:13:08,037 ♪ Camelot ♪ 205 00:13:08,579 --> 00:13:11,582 ♪ I know it gives a person pause ♪ 206 00:13:13,834 --> 00:13:15,669 ♪ But in Camelot ♪ 207 00:13:17,129 --> 00:13:18,255 ♪ Camelot ♪ 208 00:13:19,381 --> 00:13:22,009 ♪ Those were the legal laws ♪ 209 00:13:24,970 --> 00:13:29,183 ♪ Where once it never rained Till after sundown ♪ 210 00:13:30,601 --> 00:13:34,480 ♪ By 8:00 a.m. the morning fog had flown ♪ 211 00:13:35,731 --> 00:13:37,900 ♪ Don't let it be forgot ♪ 212 00:13:38,692 --> 00:13:40,903 ♪ That once there was a spot ♪ 213 00:13:41,737 --> 00:13:45,282 ♪ For one brief shining moment ♪ 214 00:13:46,200 --> 00:13:51,413 ♪ That was known as ♪ 215 00:13:51,497 --> 00:13:58,504 ♪ Camelot ♪ 216 00:13:58,587 --> 00:14:00,339 [♪ song crescendos] 217 00:14:05,386 --> 00:14:06,470 [♪ song ends] 218 00:14:17,439 --> 00:14:18,649 [John] Thank you for meeting me. 219 00:14:23,153 --> 00:14:25,823 I feel like we're trading state secrets. 220 00:14:30,494 --> 00:14:33,497 -You know, I got jumped in a park once. -[chuckles] What? 221 00:14:33,581 --> 00:14:35,916 Yeah, I was, like, 15 riding my bike to a tennis lesson. 222 00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:38,669 And this guy just socked me, jacked my bike, and took off. 223 00:14:38,752 --> 00:14:42,047 What is it with you and bikes? Didn't you have Secret Service? 224 00:14:42,131 --> 00:14:45,926 I did, but my mom always insisted that they kept their distance. 225 00:14:46,510 --> 00:14:48,304 She hated the idea of me moving through life 226 00:14:48,387 --> 00:14:50,306 like a coddled prince with a God complex. 227 00:14:50,389 --> 00:14:51,974 Hey, she still lets you Rollerblade. 228 00:14:52,057 --> 00:14:53,058 [both laugh] 229 00:14:53,142 --> 00:14:54,727 It's probably 'cause they're harder to steal than a bike. 230 00:14:54,810 --> 00:14:56,896 -[laughs] -She used to love to send me to work 231 00:14:56,979 --> 00:15:00,608 on ranches, fishing boats, wilderness survival trips. 232 00:15:00,691 --> 00:15:04,862 She was always very keen on me being a real man, whatever that means. 233 00:15:05,738 --> 00:15:10,200 She was probably scared she was gonna mess you up, and that she wasn't enough. 234 00:15:10,868 --> 00:15:13,245 She didn't want you to feel more shortchanged than you already were. 235 00:15:14,663 --> 00:15:17,958 How is it that you have more insight into my family than my family? 236 00:15:18,042 --> 00:15:21,795 No, I just know there's no greater force on earth than that of a single mom. 237 00:15:24,214 --> 00:15:27,718 You'd think with twice the responsibility, they'd get graded on a curve, 238 00:15:27,801 --> 00:15:30,387 but they're just forced to grin and bear it 239 00:15:30,471 --> 00:15:32,306 for a world dictated by the men who failed them. 240 00:15:33,223 --> 00:15:34,892 You feel like your dad failed your mom? 241 00:15:36,977 --> 00:15:38,729 I feel like he failed a lot of people. 242 00:15:41,607 --> 00:15:44,818 But how is she doing? Your mom. 243 00:15:46,987 --> 00:15:48,280 I can tell she's scared, 244 00:15:48,364 --> 00:15:51,283 which, I mean, I always knew there would come a point 245 00:15:51,367 --> 00:15:54,787 where I'd have to take care of her, but she's 64, you know. 246 00:15:54,870 --> 00:15:57,331 She's a survivor. That's what she does. She survives. 247 00:15:57,414 --> 00:15:58,415 Yeah. 248 00:16:02,044 --> 00:16:05,881 But think of all the lives she's lived in 64 years. 249 00:16:10,636 --> 00:16:13,138 I wish you could meet her. She'd love you. 250 00:16:17,977 --> 00:16:20,396 -Sorry, I was-- -No, no, it's fine, it's fine. 251 00:16:23,816 --> 00:16:25,025 I should probably go. 252 00:16:25,943 --> 00:16:26,944 Yeah. 253 00:16:35,869 --> 00:16:37,371 Why did you want to meet, though? 254 00:16:37,454 --> 00:16:42,126 I mean, you've got tons of friends and family. 255 00:16:43,377 --> 00:16:46,922 I don't know. You're just the person I wanted to see. 256 00:16:47,006 --> 00:16:48,799 [♪ "Fade Into You" playing] 257 00:16:48,882 --> 00:16:49,883 What about… 258 00:16:49,967 --> 00:16:51,218 -Daryl? -Yeah. 259 00:16:52,219 --> 00:16:55,681 She's back in LA. Indefinitely, it seems. 260 00:16:55,764 --> 00:16:58,058 ♪ I wanna hold the hand inside you… ♪ 261 00:16:58,142 --> 00:17:01,520 You don't have to walk me home. I'm five minutes from here. 262 00:17:01,603 --> 00:17:04,940 I'll take the five minutes, if that's all right with you. 263 00:17:05,024 --> 00:17:07,026 -[Carolyn] …and the belts with Sharpie. -[John] And no one noticed? 264 00:17:07,109 --> 00:17:10,154 [Carolyn] Oh, no, no. Rave reviews across the board. 265 00:17:14,241 --> 00:17:15,492 I should go. 266 00:17:15,576 --> 00:17:17,619 Yeah, I wouldn't want to keep an underwear model waiting either. 267 00:17:17,703 --> 00:17:19,538 -[laughs] -They must get very hungry. 268 00:17:19,621 --> 00:17:20,873 Did you look him up or something? 269 00:17:20,956 --> 00:17:22,249 No, I looked up at him. 270 00:17:22,332 --> 00:17:23,834 All 50 feet. 271 00:17:24,793 --> 00:17:25,794 We're friends. 272 00:17:25,878 --> 00:17:28,881 No one is just friends with an underwear model. 273 00:17:28,964 --> 00:17:30,966 They're basically sex symbols for trade. 274 00:17:31,633 --> 00:17:33,385 This coming from People's "Sexiest Man Alive." 275 00:17:33,469 --> 00:17:34,595 That's different. 276 00:17:35,596 --> 00:17:36,597 How? 277 00:17:36,680 --> 00:17:39,516 Well, I'm not on a billboard in Times Square in my tighty-whities. 278 00:17:39,600 --> 00:17:41,560 Yeah, you're just shirtless everywhere else. 279 00:17:44,146 --> 00:17:48,025 Well, I'm happy for you and your budding friendship. 280 00:17:48,108 --> 00:17:51,862 Everyone needs a good, broad, muscular shoulder to cry on. 281 00:17:51,945 --> 00:17:55,657 ♪ Fade into you ♪ 282 00:17:59,203 --> 00:18:02,414 ♪ Strange you never knew ♪ 283 00:18:02,498 --> 00:18:03,499 Good night, John. 284 00:18:08,462 --> 00:18:13,634 ♪ Fade into you ♪ 285 00:18:17,846 --> 00:18:22,309 ♪ I think it's strange you never knew ♪ 286 00:18:23,519 --> 00:18:27,147 [Jackie] Do you still want to be a teacher when you grow up? 287 00:18:27,231 --> 00:18:29,233 I wanna be a photographer. 288 00:18:29,316 --> 00:18:33,737 A photographer? You do? Since when? [chuckles] 289 00:18:34,321 --> 00:18:39,159 Do you know that Grandma used to be a photographer when she was a young girl? 290 00:18:39,243 --> 00:18:41,411 For a newspaper and everything. 291 00:18:41,495 --> 00:18:43,956 Do you want to hold my baby, Grandma? 292 00:18:44,039 --> 00:18:48,210 [Jackie] Oh, yes, I do. The baby with all the jewel-- 293 00:18:49,962 --> 00:18:55,801 Sweetheart, why don't you hold the baby, and I'll go get her a blanket? Yes? 294 00:18:59,763 --> 00:19:02,057 [Jackie grunting] 295 00:19:02,141 --> 00:19:03,433 Grandma. 296 00:19:05,269 --> 00:19:06,436 Mommy! 297 00:19:08,063 --> 00:19:09,314 Oh, my God. 298 00:19:10,524 --> 00:19:12,067 Mom. Mom. 299 00:19:12,818 --> 00:19:13,819 Eugie! 300 00:19:14,528 --> 00:19:16,363 Mommy. Mom! 301 00:19:16,446 --> 00:19:17,614 Eugie, call 911. 302 00:19:18,115 --> 00:19:22,035 Mommy, wake up. Mom! Mom! 303 00:19:35,007 --> 00:19:37,426 Make sure the hospital knows to register her under an alias. 304 00:19:38,177 --> 00:19:39,303 [paramedic] We'll take care of it. 305 00:19:43,599 --> 00:19:45,267 It's okay, Mom. It's gonna be okay. 306 00:19:51,899 --> 00:19:53,609 [cameras clicking] 307 00:19:56,862 --> 00:19:59,156 We were optimistic because the scans showed 308 00:19:59,239 --> 00:20:01,617 the cancer had dissipated from your chest and stomach. 309 00:20:02,784 --> 00:20:06,872 However, it does appear to have spread to your brain and spinal cord. 310 00:20:06,955 --> 00:20:10,626 At this point, we recommend a much more aggressive treatment-- 311 00:20:10,709 --> 00:20:12,419 Pass my bag, please. 312 00:20:12,502 --> 00:20:14,087 [machinery beeping] 313 00:20:24,723 --> 00:20:27,142 [doctor] Um, one in which we would drill a hole 314 00:20:27,226 --> 00:20:29,519 into your brain and insert a shunt 315 00:20:30,229 --> 00:20:32,731 that would allow the fluid buildup to drain 316 00:20:32,814 --> 00:20:34,858 and redirect it to other parts of the body… 317 00:20:34,942 --> 00:20:37,069 -[doctor's voice fades] -[siren wailing] 318 00:20:39,613 --> 00:20:41,156 [cameras clicking] 319 00:20:57,673 --> 00:20:59,007 [man 1] Jackie, Jackie! Over here. 320 00:21:00,217 --> 00:21:01,760 -[man 2] How are you feeling? -[man 3] John! 321 00:21:01,843 --> 00:21:03,262 [woman] We're thinking about you, Mrs. Kennedy. 322 00:21:08,350 --> 00:21:10,018 [Caroline] How much longer do you think we have? 323 00:21:10,602 --> 00:21:14,481 I mean, roughly what's the general time frame for someone at this stage? 324 00:21:15,190 --> 00:21:16,650 It can vary significantly. 325 00:21:17,567 --> 00:21:19,444 Okay. Thank you. 326 00:21:22,572 --> 00:21:23,699 [John sighs] 327 00:21:31,123 --> 00:21:32,833 Should we call Aunt Lee? 328 00:21:34,334 --> 00:21:35,919 That could go a lot of different ways. 329 00:21:36,753 --> 00:21:39,256 -Yeah, maybe we should call Anthony first. -Yeah. 330 00:21:39,339 --> 00:21:41,591 [footsteps approaching] 331 00:21:48,348 --> 00:21:49,474 What is it, Nancy? What's wrong? 332 00:21:51,101 --> 00:21:53,270 She asked to see Monsignor Bardes. 333 00:21:53,353 --> 00:21:54,354 -No. -Why? 334 00:21:54,438 --> 00:21:55,439 It's what she wants. 335 00:21:55,522 --> 00:21:56,523 -Last rites? -What? 336 00:21:58,191 --> 00:22:00,694 Why are we acting like this is happening right now? 337 00:22:00,777 --> 00:22:04,031 I mean, I know her time is limited, but that doesn't mean we just give up. 338 00:22:04,114 --> 00:22:06,450 Nancy, do not call him. I'm gonna go talk to her. 339 00:22:06,533 --> 00:22:07,701 John, please. 340 00:22:07,784 --> 00:22:11,872 She wants to do this while she is still lucid, and we can't fault her for that. 341 00:22:11,955 --> 00:22:15,375 [♪ "Be Not Depart From Me" playing] 342 00:22:19,880 --> 00:22:20,881 [groans] 343 00:22:36,521 --> 00:22:38,815 Would you like to give me your confession now? 344 00:22:39,733 --> 00:22:40,734 [groans] 345 00:22:47,991 --> 00:22:52,287 Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. 346 00:22:56,666 --> 00:22:57,667 I… 347 00:23:00,212 --> 00:23:01,880 I wanted to die… 348 00:23:03,924 --> 00:23:05,133 after Jack. 349 00:23:06,718 --> 00:23:08,303 I thought… 350 00:23:10,597 --> 00:23:14,893 that was supposed to be the both of us that day in Dallas. 351 00:23:19,356 --> 00:23:20,649 But I couldn't move. 352 00:23:22,943 --> 00:23:23,985 I froze. 353 00:23:26,947 --> 00:23:30,992 And I was so… so mad at him. 354 00:23:31,076 --> 00:23:32,702 [breath quavering] 355 00:23:32,786 --> 00:23:34,663 For all he put me through. 356 00:23:35,747 --> 00:23:37,040 All the women. 357 00:23:39,584 --> 00:23:44,881 But I always protected him. Always. 358 00:23:45,799 --> 00:23:47,843 Even after he died. 359 00:23:51,596 --> 00:23:54,599 And I sat down with that journalist, 360 00:23:56,017 --> 00:23:58,895 and I gave him the fairy tale. 361 00:24:12,826 --> 00:24:17,622 "There will never be another Camelot." 362 00:24:25,172 --> 00:24:27,132 And I want him to know… 363 00:24:33,346 --> 00:24:34,598 I forgive him. 364 00:24:40,395 --> 00:24:41,396 [Bardes] Jack? 365 00:24:48,987 --> 00:24:49,988 God. 366 00:24:54,951 --> 00:24:56,953 [ ♪ song continues] 367 00:24:59,748 --> 00:25:02,417 [John] "It is glory to have been tested. 368 00:25:03,376 --> 00:25:06,213 To have had our little quality and cast our little spell. 369 00:25:07,714 --> 00:25:09,883 The thing is to have made somebody care. 370 00:25:11,760 --> 00:25:16,556 You happen to be crazy, of course. But that doesn't affect the law. 371 00:25:18,767 --> 00:25:22,938 [voice breaking] A second chance, that's the delusion. 372 00:25:24,272 --> 00:25:26,816 [sniffles] It was never meant to be but one. 373 00:25:28,109 --> 00:25:32,030 We work in the dark. We do what we can. 374 00:25:33,448 --> 00:25:34,991 We give what we have." 375 00:25:35,075 --> 00:25:36,076 [Jackie groans] 376 00:25:36,660 --> 00:25:41,289 "Our doubt is our passion. Our passion is our task." 377 00:25:41,373 --> 00:25:43,375 [John crying] 378 00:25:43,458 --> 00:25:45,001 [♪ song ends] 379 00:25:45,085 --> 00:25:46,670 I'm sorry. 380 00:25:47,671 --> 00:25:49,047 What? [sniffles] 381 00:25:50,715 --> 00:25:52,175 What are you talking about? 382 00:25:54,928 --> 00:25:59,099 All this. [chuckles] Just… 383 00:26:01,059 --> 00:26:03,186 Just for an idea. 384 00:26:06,439 --> 00:26:08,942 -[John sniffles] -Oh. 385 00:26:11,152 --> 00:26:13,071 Oh, sweetheart. 386 00:26:29,713 --> 00:26:31,381 [sighs] 387 00:26:40,307 --> 00:26:41,725 [exhales] 388 00:26:43,351 --> 00:26:44,686 [sobbing] 389 00:27:03,371 --> 00:27:07,000 [♪ somber music playing] 390 00:27:32,651 --> 00:27:33,985 [Caroline crying] 391 00:28:10,188 --> 00:28:11,398 [cameras clicking] 392 00:28:13,942 --> 00:28:15,568 [crowd clamoring] 393 00:28:25,245 --> 00:28:29,040 "Last night at around 10:15, my mother passed on. 394 00:28:29,999 --> 00:28:34,129 She was surrounded by her friends, and her family, and her books, 395 00:28:34,212 --> 00:28:38,717 and the people and the things she loved. And she did it in her own way. 396 00:28:39,676 --> 00:28:41,261 And we all feel lucky for that. 397 00:28:42,971 --> 00:28:44,639 And now she's in God's hands." 398 00:28:46,224 --> 00:28:47,684 -Thank you. -[crowd clamoring] 399 00:28:56,317 --> 00:28:57,652 [sniffles] 400 00:28:57,736 --> 00:29:01,156 I will never understand it. 401 00:29:01,823 --> 00:29:02,824 What's that? 402 00:29:04,284 --> 00:29:07,912 Why we have to put on a brave face for them. 403 00:29:08,788 --> 00:29:10,790 [quiet chattering] 404 00:29:13,752 --> 00:29:15,128 Thank you so much for coming. 405 00:29:15,795 --> 00:29:17,338 Really, really appreciate it. 406 00:29:24,387 --> 00:29:25,680 John! 407 00:29:26,890 --> 00:29:27,891 Hi. 408 00:29:31,227 --> 00:29:32,645 I'm so sorry. 409 00:29:32,729 --> 00:29:35,648 I tried to get on an earlier flight and then everything was booked 410 00:29:35,732 --> 00:29:37,442 and then they lost my luggage and it was a whole-- 411 00:29:37,525 --> 00:29:40,612 -I didn't even know you were coming. -Of course. She was your whole world. 412 00:29:40,695 --> 00:29:42,030 No, I meant to the wake. 413 00:29:42,113 --> 00:29:44,449 I figured I'd see you at the funeral, but how did you know that-- 414 00:29:44,532 --> 00:29:46,910 Look, whatever happened between your mother and I, 415 00:29:46,993 --> 00:29:50,997 it doesn't matter. Life is too short, and I know how much she meant to you. 416 00:29:51,080 --> 00:29:53,291 -Thank you. -Is there a coat check? 417 00:29:53,374 --> 00:29:55,043 -No. -I'll just go put it in your room. 418 00:29:58,713 --> 00:30:00,632 -[chattering] -[cameras clicking] 419 00:30:00,715 --> 00:30:02,008 It would have meant so much to her 420 00:30:02,091 --> 00:30:06,012 for you two to have traveled so far to be here today. Thank you so much. 421 00:30:06,095 --> 00:30:08,932 I still remember that trip she took with your father to Paris. 422 00:30:09,015 --> 00:30:12,769 Do you have any idea how elegant, how proficient someone has to be 423 00:30:12,852 --> 00:30:14,437 to impress the French? 424 00:30:14,521 --> 00:30:17,106 I was at a party at the Prince's Palace of Monaco, 425 00:30:17,190 --> 00:30:19,108 and someone asked Princess Grace 426 00:30:19,192 --> 00:30:21,945 what it was like to be the most glamorous woman in the world, 427 00:30:22,028 --> 00:30:23,571 and you know what she said? 428 00:30:23,655 --> 00:30:25,198 "You'll have to ask Jackie O." 429 00:30:25,281 --> 00:30:27,116 [chuckles] Of course. 430 00:30:27,867 --> 00:30:29,077 You know my Uncle Teddy. 431 00:30:30,161 --> 00:30:31,663 Pleasure to meet you, Senator Kennedy. 432 00:30:31,746 --> 00:30:33,790 I'll leave you in his very capable hands. 433 00:30:33,873 --> 00:30:38,628 It's nice to meet you. By any chance… 434 00:30:40,797 --> 00:30:41,881 [Daryl] There you are. 435 00:30:43,383 --> 00:30:45,093 I thought you might have disappeared. 436 00:30:45,176 --> 00:30:47,095 No, no, I've just been running around. 437 00:30:47,178 --> 00:30:48,429 How are you feeling? 438 00:30:48,513 --> 00:30:49,597 Um… 439 00:30:50,223 --> 00:30:53,726 I don't know. Haven't had a lot of time to process it, I think. 440 00:30:53,810 --> 00:30:56,771 Yeah, and grief is weird that way. 441 00:30:56,855 --> 00:31:00,275 It kind of sneaks up on you and all you can do is succumb to it, 442 00:31:00,358 --> 00:31:02,986 you know, like when I lost Hank. 443 00:31:03,069 --> 00:31:04,529 Sorry about that. 444 00:31:04,612 --> 00:31:07,657 I mean, yes, he was a dog, but he was also like my child. 445 00:31:07,740 --> 00:31:08,741 Yeah. 446 00:31:09,325 --> 00:31:13,288 Of course everyone keeps trying to find out what's going on with us, 447 00:31:13,371 --> 00:31:15,039 like in what capacity I'm here. 448 00:31:15,123 --> 00:31:18,543 People are asking you about our relationship status at my mother's wake? 449 00:31:19,127 --> 00:31:20,628 I mean, not explicitly, but, like-- 450 00:31:20,712 --> 00:31:22,380 Well, we haven't spoken in months, so… 451 00:31:22,463 --> 00:31:26,301 Exactly. There's a lot that remains unsaid. 452 00:31:27,176 --> 00:31:28,970 Hey, Nancy, have you seen Caroline? 453 00:31:29,512 --> 00:31:31,139 [Nancy] I think she just needed a minute. 454 00:31:31,222 --> 00:31:35,018 I'm gonna go check on my sister, but I'll talk to you later. 455 00:31:37,103 --> 00:31:38,104 Of course. 456 00:31:51,034 --> 00:31:52,577 Hey, sorry, I just-- 457 00:31:52,660 --> 00:31:53,661 It's okay. 458 00:31:54,579 --> 00:31:55,830 I know it's crazy out there. 459 00:32:03,087 --> 00:32:06,841 I don't think anyone out there has said one thing about her that I'm gonna miss. 460 00:32:06,925 --> 00:32:10,595 You're not gonna miss her poise or her love for the written word? 461 00:32:10,678 --> 00:32:13,473 It's like they're all afraid to admit she was just a person. 462 00:32:14,432 --> 00:32:17,143 Like, somehow acknowledging even the slightest imperfection 463 00:32:17,226 --> 00:32:19,270 would somehow discount their proximity to her. 464 00:32:20,438 --> 00:32:22,190 [chuckles] 465 00:32:23,733 --> 00:32:26,653 Remember when she found your weed plant in her garden at Hyannis? 466 00:32:26,736 --> 00:32:29,113 [laughs, sniffles] 467 00:32:30,156 --> 00:32:32,325 She didn't find it. A police officer found it. 468 00:32:32,408 --> 00:32:34,160 Oh, my God. That's right. 469 00:32:34,243 --> 00:32:36,412 What was he doing wandering around the garden in Hyannis? 470 00:32:36,496 --> 00:32:39,040 Oh, I don't know. I think a neighbor probably reported it. 471 00:32:39,123 --> 00:32:40,708 I thought our neighbors loved us. 472 00:32:42,460 --> 00:32:44,170 Didn't you tell her it was a zucchini? 473 00:32:44,253 --> 00:32:46,631 -Parsley. Zucchini? -[chuckles] 474 00:32:46,714 --> 00:32:47,757 She was so mad. 475 00:32:47,840 --> 00:32:50,510 Her voice dropped into that really scary octave. 476 00:32:50,593 --> 00:32:51,761 [both laugh] 477 00:32:52,345 --> 00:32:55,181 "Caroline. Marijuana? How could you?" 478 00:32:55,723 --> 00:32:57,976 "And in my garden? A botanical sanctuary." 479 00:32:58,059 --> 00:32:59,060 [both laugh] 480 00:32:59,143 --> 00:33:01,938 You had a real rebellious streak going there for a little while. 481 00:33:03,189 --> 00:33:04,857 I miss those days. 482 00:33:09,112 --> 00:33:12,240 I think I was just trying to find ways to tell her I was never gonna be like her. 483 00:33:14,450 --> 00:33:17,787 Well, I, for one, am glad you didn't. 484 00:33:17,870 --> 00:33:20,248 Otherwise I'd be missing out on someone really special. 485 00:33:23,543 --> 00:33:26,170 Okay. We should go back. 486 00:33:27,922 --> 00:33:29,382 I think I overheard one of the cousins 487 00:33:29,465 --> 00:33:31,718 asking if someone knows how to play "Frère Jacques" on the piano. 488 00:33:31,801 --> 00:33:32,802 -[groans] -Ugh! 489 00:33:34,679 --> 00:33:36,389 -I'll be out in a second. -Okay. 490 00:33:38,891 --> 00:33:45,231 [crowd] ♪ Glory, glory, Hallelujah ♪ 491 00:33:45,314 --> 00:33:50,528 ♪ Glory, glory, Hallelujah ♪ 492 00:33:52,363 --> 00:33:57,577 ♪ Glory, glory, Hallelujah ♪ 493 00:33:57,660 --> 00:34:03,708 ♪ His truth is marching on ♪ 494 00:34:21,517 --> 00:34:24,729 -[♪ "Ave Maria" playing] -[cameras clicking] 495 00:35:02,350 --> 00:35:04,894 [news anchor] Those of you who may just be joining us right now, 496 00:35:04,977 --> 00:35:08,231 we are on to keep you apprised of the funeral arrangements 497 00:35:08,314 --> 00:35:10,441 for Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis. 498 00:35:10,525 --> 00:35:12,235 [reporter 1] Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis, of course, 499 00:35:12,318 --> 00:35:15,279 died on Thursday night around 10:15 in her home. 500 00:35:15,363 --> 00:35:18,491 She had asked to be returned to her apartment on the Upper East Side. 501 00:35:18,574 --> 00:35:21,369 [news anchor 2] Everybody over ten years old in 1963 502 00:35:21,452 --> 00:35:24,497 remembers her with the greatest gratitude 503 00:35:24,580 --> 00:35:26,916 because it was her strength that carried us through 504 00:35:26,999 --> 00:35:30,378 that awful, awful November of 1963. 505 00:35:31,129 --> 00:35:33,214 [news anchor 3] That was also the first time anything like this 506 00:35:33,297 --> 00:35:35,299 had ever been seen on television. 507 00:35:35,383 --> 00:35:37,677 [reporter 1] It really is a national communion of sorts, 508 00:35:37,760 --> 00:35:40,138 a cathartic experience for many people. 509 00:35:40,221 --> 00:35:45,101 [news anchor 2] And the eulogy to be delivered by Senator Edward Kennedy. 510 00:35:45,184 --> 00:35:51,440 [Ted] No one else looked like her, spoke like her, wrote like her, 511 00:35:51,524 --> 00:35:54,694 or was so original in the way she did things. 512 00:35:55,486 --> 00:35:59,740 No one we knew ever had a better sense of self. 513 00:36:00,616 --> 00:36:03,995 Her two children turned out to be extraordinary. 514 00:36:04,078 --> 00:36:07,874 Honest, unspoiled, and with a character equal to hers. 515 00:36:07,957 --> 00:36:13,212 She reveled in their accomplishments. She hurt with their sorrows. 516 00:36:13,296 --> 00:36:17,425 She felt sheer joy and delight in spending time with them. 517 00:36:18,092 --> 00:36:20,094 They are her two miracles. 518 00:36:21,554 --> 00:36:26,267 I often think of what she said about Jack in December after he died. 519 00:36:27,185 --> 00:36:30,730 "They made him a legend when he would have preferred to be a man." 520 00:36:31,564 --> 00:36:34,400 Jackie would have preferred to be just herself, 521 00:36:34,483 --> 00:36:37,987 but the world insisted that she be a legend too. 522 00:36:50,791 --> 00:36:52,043 [Jackie] Dear John, 523 00:36:53,044 --> 00:36:57,632 I understand the pressures you will always have to face as a Kennedy, 524 00:36:57,715 --> 00:37:01,052 even though we brought you into this world as an innocent. 525 00:37:01,135 --> 00:37:02,178 [♪ "Roads" playing] 526 00:37:02,261 --> 00:37:06,265 You more than anyone have a place in history. 527 00:37:06,933 --> 00:37:10,394 No matter what path you blaze in life, 528 00:37:10,478 --> 00:37:16,192 all I ask is that you continue to make Caroline, the Kennedy family, 529 00:37:16,275 --> 00:37:20,488 and most importantly, yourself proud. 530 00:37:21,447 --> 00:37:26,160 {\an8}Stay close to those who know you and love you as you are. 531 00:37:27,370 --> 00:37:29,830 {\an8}All my love, Mommy. 532 00:37:39,548 --> 00:37:40,633 ♪ Oh ♪ 533 00:37:42,343 --> 00:37:44,845 ♪ Can't anybody see ♪ 534 00:37:49,433 --> 00:37:52,353 ♪ We've got a war to fight ♪ 535 00:37:54,605 --> 00:37:57,400 ♪ Never found our way ♪ 536 00:37:58,776 --> 00:38:03,489 ♪ Regardless of what they say ♪ 537 00:38:04,699 --> 00:38:10,246 ♪ How can it feel this wrong ♪ 538 00:38:14,625 --> 00:38:16,669 ♪ From this moment ♪ 539 00:38:17,336 --> 00:38:22,967 ♪ How can it feel this wrong ♪ 540 00:38:31,684 --> 00:38:33,477 [breathing heavily] 541 00:39:07,845 --> 00:39:09,597 [thunder rumbling] 542 00:39:14,393 --> 00:39:15,728 Breathe. 543 00:40:53,909 --> 00:40:56,912 -[thunder rumbling] -[rain pattering]